First off I’ma talk about college ‘cause it’s on my mind a lot lately.

I’m going to a community college with help from the government. I’m poor and so is my family. Anyways, I got help from FAFSA. I thought this would cover the year, but then I got this letter telling me it would pay for the first semester and not the second. That blows. You know? So since I can’t seem to get a job in this pathetic economy I’m going to have to wait ‘till next year to continue my education for one semester again. Augh. That’s some of the most idiotic bull crap I’ve ever heard. Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy it’s paying for me, but why is it working so stupidly? Bah. This damn state sucks.

Orientation for said school was Monday which had me all excited. It was two hours long and bored m a bite, but it was more than I’ve been able to do for a year now. Just getting out of the house that long made me giddy. I’m also excited about the first day of schooling which is the 24th.

Second I’ma talk about other things.

Not really much to talk about. I’m reading ‘Good Omens’ by Terry Pritchett & Neil Gaiman. Which is a pretty damn good book. Though a little hard to follow because it switches around a lot. Haha. I’m like, WHERE ARE WE NOW?? A lot.

I got a new copy of ‘Sun Tzu’s Art of War’ which is a tiny little book. I’ll have to spring for another larger version later. (I had a larger version, but it got water damaged and unsalvageable.)

My writing muse seems to have returned. I’m back to RPing. Older Devang, Merlin, and occasionally Lucifer. I don’t have a grasp on Young Devang soooo none of that.

The fifteenth I went to see my Mother. (Her B-day was on the fifth).She was straight most of that time, but she was on the computer all of the time I was there. So I gave my gift, she gave me a half-assed thanks. Then went back to the computer. Got up after awhile and acted like she as going to help me do yard work. Got into her email and was like ‘I’ll be out in a minute’ so I go out there and do shit. I get finished and she’s still in front of the computer. God, I have more etiquette than that. When you have a guest you leave the computer alone and maybe check it out every so often if you’re that addicted. And then she started drinking so I cleared out after I had lunch with Grandpa.

Now I feel drained. Shelly is right. She’s a ‘big mean black hole’. She didn’t even talk to me much and I still feel like shit just from being there. Blah. Not as bad as usual though. And I’m monitoring myself so I don’t get mean with anyone while I’m recharging the batteries.